March 2010
I should care about
..School again.. what am i doing? I had a physics lab due today, and yesterday i didn’t touch my backpack -__- i completely forgot about it. just f o r g o t . Thankfully, my teachers know me for being a good student since i just started slacking. And he told another kid he couldnt hand it in late but he told me if my mom dropped it off, because i said i left it at home, it’d be fine....
“Those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind.”
Dependence.
What’s more important too a person than other people? The only answer I could think of is well the person them selves. Or maybe materialstic desires, money. Ethier way it comes down too others because we can use them in order too gain these desires even if their purely too better only ourselves. I never said the importance of other people to one wasn’t based off selfishness;...
Overheard Conversations.
I was walking in the hallway the other day when someone referred to a couple and goes, “Damn how long have they been dating!?” The response was “Since middle school, their in love.”
Someone else responded saying, “Or, they both just have a fear of breaking up.”
That got me thinking, couples dating for years, for a long time, they must be in love right? Nope....
Uncontrollable Mind.
So I want to write about this, two days ago. I was feeling completely down, utterly confused. Almost lost. I had so much work to do and it was already 9, but instead i ran around my block a couple of times and then laid in the grass for thirty minutes. Music. Sky. Darkness. Stars. (Hence my new background) It felt amazing. When you’re just lying there it feels like you have two choices: to...
Well then,
Alot happened with that stupid situation i blabbered about down there last week.
And of course…
IM STUCK IN THE SAME PLACE AS I WAS THAT EXACT TIME.
C y c l e s are the worst.
And i want too escape..
I think?
Apathetic yet again
I wrote that last post late last night on my itouch so i would probably ignore it -_- I haven’t talked too him all day because he hasnt texted me, but i guess i shouldnt complain since i told him to get over me. Its going to hurt if he does but its right for him too at this point at least. I wonder if we can go this whole first day without talking. I got to stop being selfish. Just because i...
Unreal?
I’m hurting someone so much yet I can’t feel it. I believe it yet can’t comprehend it. Is that what it means to be a cold person? I’m almost apathetic to this whole situation, yet extremely emotional. Not even but I’m putting a whole lot of effort into the situation though I know it’s not going to happen the way he wants it too. Needs it too. I can’t...
“* “Because when you love someone, you love all of them, the things you...”
