April 2010
7537) Everytime it's 11:11, I wish for the same...
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Whoa whoa, same person say what.
Fine, it’s pretty unoriginal.
Cycle. Lol.
Apathy stage.
Ohhhhhhh i make my self laugh.
-_-
Honestly, I don’t want a relationship, at all, I...
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lmaao?
Breathing just means your dead physically, but it...
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wellll, isn’t that a joyful saying
7525) I fucking hate all of your stupid, crackhead...
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Hahah my favorite are the typical like these.
You just don't
understand. And i hate it. I hate that you can’t comprehend my feelings and that you simplify everything. Upset doesn’t even began to explain it. Its more like. Dissapointment. Its always the same thing, like you say. But who’s fault is that?
Since were so different and we have so many barriers seperating us, i feel like our relationships so fragile. And the only thing holding...
I love
my best friend (: so so today I stayed after too get ap english practice, but then i got lazy and wanted too go home but my bus already left -__-. so john picked me upppppppp and we shared spaghettti at toscanas and then chillled in his caaaaar. well while i watched him smoke for a bit -.- aand then we just sat under my treeee and talked, about everything :p honestly, i love our friendship. its...
Your words
mean absolutely NOTHING too me.
If cigs and peer pressure and that bad ass feeling are worth more than me, I have nothing too say. Apparently promises don’t mean shit. Well with no trust I can’t do this. You say i’m your everything, then why do your actions say the opposite.
Chances eventually run out, people get sick and tired of being sick and tired, and they will leave. For...
I think i
never want too talk to you again.
I think I feel like giving up on you.
I think maybe i’m better off without you.
I think our differences are getting to be too much.
I think maybe love for each others just not enough.
I think i almost hate you right now.
I think i shouldn’t record my spontaneous negative thoughts on tumblr….
Overheard Conversations #2
“How long have you been dating her?”
“Well it WAS one and a half years”
“Was!?”
“Yeah we broke up yesterday actually”
The conversation continuuuuued.
“Were you smarter than her?”
That kinda shocked me cause it’s a pretty random thing too say when talking about something like this, well i thought so.
“Well yeah...
“So I guess i’ll let this go, for the sake of getting back on the track of...”
– Lets just hope theres not as many detours as there has been on the way so far.
7301) I don't wish for myself to be happy. I wish...
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well, this is typical human nature.
UGH.
First of all why in the world did I wake up at 7 in the morning again. I’m going to shoot someone. And I woke up to a ridiculous text. Sorry I care. And that I can’t stand it if you lie to me. Ahhh I wanna vent but im on my itouch so I’ll write a post anout that later. But i’m so angry now why the fuck does this keep happening ah like i said cycle.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO...
7AM 4.10.09
Damn it’s early. Well, whaat do you know today’s my nine months. Why am I always aggravated with him on one of our months -_- grrr. This is stupid. I should probably change my mood tooo happy. Or something relativley positive. But too bad its not that easy, for me. Hm. Its okay, First i’ll get mad, so then he will, then i’ll get over it, then he will. Then i’ll be all asfkljas,...
7250) Today, I got the feeling that you didn't...
“Baby, i love you, i never wanna let you gooo, the more i think about the more i...”
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Upsetting Day.
Basically, my boyfriend’s physco parents found out about us and everything else he lied about for the last year and bad things in his room and now everything’s chaos. He has no phone and hopefully he isn’t jailed in for too long, fml.
AND today i realized fightings such a waste of time. but impossible. which course we all already knew.
OOOOOOH why can’t perfection exist!
...
“I swear i love you so much, thats why i need to make you happy, need to pleasure...”
– Isn’t every mans dream a woman who can pleasure him endlessly? Even if he still loves her for her, and everything else she can do for him, this stays a substantial part of a relationship. Physical pleasure, meaning. I’m sure the generalizing being done here is perfectly appropriate.
Spring breaaaak.
Hm. Back to schoool tommorow. Back to no life. Back to attempted focus. It’s basically crunch time, the home strech until June now.
This has been a better break.
I did pretty much all I wanted too. You know, felt bad ass all that good stuff we crave during a break. Lmao. I think I’m happy :)
This is dumb,on my I touch once again. Which my dad found out I had today whoops.
Bye.
Dissapointment.
I
am
dissapointed.
in you.
Or maybe i’m a bit jealous.
Of? The unexpected you experienced, the
Spontaneity.
Thats Missing In My l i f e.
But that is the price you have too pay,
When you apt for the constant comfort.
Rather than constant change.
But, back to dissapointment.
You should be the one to have this knot in your stomach, not me.
Thats what you guess for having someone...
