July 2010
I'm a girl. I hate hanging out with girls. I...
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lolz i need to stop reblogging this thing
finallly doing me and it feels so righttttt
“hii surbee :) i got a good quote for uu. “forget what u feel & remember what u deserve” :)”
Someone i’m not close with said this too me out of the blue and it made me feel really good. That someone i wouldn’t expect…really wouldn’t expect considering the circumstances, randomly cared enough just to say something like that. I just thought it was...
I can't post things about my life on tumblr...
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only because payal reblogged:p
Im feeling good tonight, finally doing me and it...
There is a direct correlation between the fact that I feel sososos good now days and the fact that you’re currently out of my life :)
I hope better days only get betttter, in this sense at least!
9967) Shit happened.
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9972) I'm an indecisive piece of shit.
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Harsh mannnn.
Lmao grosssss...
Ew i just realized my past posts make me seem so … pathetic and … just yuck not really how I am? But hey if tumblrs not for exaggeration and negativity then what’s it for :p
You know what I realized?
When someone says how are you? Or how’s life? Or even how’s your day?
I ALWAYS answer with alright, okay, or fine. I virtually never say good, conciously too but yeah.
Everyday I don’t talk to you I feel so good :) i’m excited.
9870) I wish i was a cute sleeper but I'm not
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I saw this on my dashboard and laughed out loud for some reason hahah
9846) how come i always feel alone? even when i'm...
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9769) expectations are always different from...
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I have never
felt this aggravated before, ever. There is so much frustration and aggravation within me. I wish i was going to india now, because all i want is too get away from everything. I want to start somewhat fresh, i need to get away from all THIS. Why is it so impossible? And its s p r e a d i n g . I’m seriously fine with just becoming anti social for a bit, but thats impossible without gaining...
9616) I'm tired of being so strong. There. I said...
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Oh. I shouldn't have even responded. Fuck.
You: Can we talk. i understand if u dont want to
Me: Yeah i don't want too thanks for understanding.
You: k
I hate you
I hate you. So so much.
You are inconsiderate, embarresing, and disrespectful. And I hope you never get any good in life, because frankly, you don’t deserve it, and frankly, you didn’t deserve me. Even though I can barely remember that we were what we once were, the fact that we were is ridiculous. Seriously though, FUCK YOU.
Fuck you. I don’t need you. I said its impossible,...
8285) KJVBUWIBFEWIFEUINFENOIWDO: is how I feel...
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Fine i'll write about this date. Added more -_-
I wasn’t as upset as I thought i would be! But you’re not even being considerate. I mean i don’t really know how i want you to be or what i want you to say, but you are most definetly not being considerate. I’m not feeling like i’m of enough importance right now, at this exact moment too. Well, everything happened for a reason so fuck it. But being...
“It’s over now, it’s too late to save us, just promise me...”
– Eminem, who else.
I just deleted my last post
Because it was too directly angry..
Let’s rewrite it shortly and reasonably.
I don’t know why it upsets and angers me so much that I’m not your number one girl anymore and you don’t act towards me like I hoped you would. It’s stupid I wish I didn’t care.
I also wish my friends didn’t love you…for lack of better wording. My best friends… Don’t they realize they shouldn’t act this closely towards...
“Happiness: feeling complete, loved, needed, and fat but without the fatness.”
– Lolss. Me and Akash made this definition in about one minute on facebook chat :p but it has a very important component. Feeling.. necessary, needed.
Thats why i feel so incomplete. I need one person to need me, for me to need them, that close close bond. The fact that i’m just trying to talk...
-_-
I can only ignore the problem for a couple days at a time, at most -_-But i can barely pinpoint the problem in my mind so how am i supposed to explain it or even begin to think of solutions? I just can’t keep having these sad spells so often, i’m sick of feeling blah.
“I can’t tell you what it really is, i can only tell you what it feels like.”
Still obsessing over...
Yesterday night
Was a good night :) i’m happpy it turned out how it was with my girlies. And that payals been living with me the last two days. And that i avoided trouble for once. And that im feeling good. :) Somehow keeping this up would be nice!
Now off course a couple days later i have new concerns, but i did nothing wrong so i’m still considering it a good night with no aftermath… for my...
“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes and I’m out of...”
– Marilyn Monroe speaks the truth. 