August 2010
Over
I felt like a summary post was in need so here we go. I’m leaving for India tommorow until school starts, summers over. Its wierd to think about i guess, mixed feelings. But summers are always full of mixed feelings, and so is leaving.
This summer most definetly took my emotions for one fucking hell of a ride. I don’t feel like ranting about that in this because i’ve done that...
“A hug can turn your day around, it’s like an emotional Heimlich. Someone puts...”
Random.
1) I think i’m happy that i’m going to India in 8 days.
2) I need to somehow finish summer work.
3) I need to get my college shit sorted out, but ill do that in Sept.
4) I need self esteem boosts.
5) I’m confused about something.
6) I don’t want to lose my close friends.
7) I don’t want to lose new people i’ve met.
8) You can’t ever meet enough new...
I mean, i probably should write about getting...
Warning, i’m in a really bitter, sarcastic mind set about this. Because i don’t know what other type of mindset to adopt. Because god knows i’m not wasting time being fucking sad and depressed.
It just pure SUCKS when you find out your ex boyfriend cheated on you while you were dating, after nine months, 7 times during the last 2 weeks of your relationship. The fact that while...
Whoa.
I just talked to you because idk I’m stupid but I wanted to see what you had to say. I did miss you but your voice felt oddly empty, like I didn’t know who you were anymore. It was nice though. I know you miss me. It’s just that alot happened. I hope you will allow me to stick with what I said. I’ll be ready to think about forming a friendship later not now. Ive only...
And when you start to miss me, remember it's you...
Why do you randomly miss me now -_-
What do you expect grrr :(
Lmfao.
BOTH of you two are r i d i c u l o u s. It amuses me that you two were the most important boys in my life, the two I could never lose. Its always that the most important people in your life put you through the most shit, its just like that.
1) I haven’t talked to you in three weeks, I purposley disengaged you from my life and it felt so good. You text me telling me you miss me. I tell you...
“And don’t you think for a second you’ll see my face again.
I killed...”
– Omg this quote is perfectionnnnnnn.
“You can’t find the right one, until you let go of the wrong one. Props to...”
– Meggie said this to me i <3 my faggots
Sometimes I get scared that I'll never be...
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I didn't think I could ever get over you but guess...
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