April 2011
Sometimes it’s good to have no one direction. To just take it day by day, let life lead you, blindly. Blind of where life is eventually leading you. Of the responsibilities, the consequences, the benefits of one thing vs. another. Blind of the fact that the only reason you feel so apathetic is because you’re actually overwhlemed with emotion, but apathy suits you better than that...
“Infect me with your poison”
Back the fuck off. Honestly. I’m not going to deal with this BULL SHIT anymore.
March 2011
Wow.
I am such an insensitive bitch. I wish I was a better friend to those few people who are amazing friends to me.
Also, I’m going to TCNJ later to visit and staying over. Ugh, choosing a college is going ot be a bitch.
It’s my best friend’s birthday <3 18, I can’t believe it. Anyways, going out to lunch with her now, aka the most amazing person I have ever come across, ever :)
It's IVY day today.
Hii rejections!
Sometimes you just want to be alone. You want to wallow in your misery.
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Lately I’ve been hard to reach I’ve been too long on my own Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through? Are you reaching out for me?
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I should eventually look for a prom dress…
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I am so… Gross.
My dreams are so insanely vivid. I feel everything down to the slightest details of physical touch. It’s a wonder :x
“‘Cause I fear I might break,
And I fear I can’t take it,
Tonight...”
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Down to cuddle O_o
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I’m watching a Hindi movie with my family. And the cheesy love song is going on right now. Always get a lump in my throath O_o
Poconos tommorow till sunday with my girlies. I don’t really know what we’re doing there but hey, why not O_o
